PROOF !!

ignoring the phone
as it kept ringing
i am in the middle
of finding my callingwasting countless minutes on the phone
talking something that is beyond my grasp
i had to put out an end to the thing of the past
as the future beckoned me with open armsdaydreaming is a thing of the past
sleepless nights not anymore
choices have been made and
the die has been castfeels like I’m lost in a moment
I’m always winning the wrong battles
seems like it’s time to begin
and put an end to this winning streakbetrayal is something i am used to
maybe that’s why i am fighting a
lonely battle with all guns blazing
no friends, no allies, just aim and shootno matter what happens
the world keeps on turning
never feeling a thing
it goes on and on and on
until one day everything disappears for good
just like that, just like DUST 

Where is the love....

Morning bloggie syg..hmmmm...bok bgun ku tk..trus on9..ku cek fb jap b4 g mndi..hmmmm..ku pun da jguk wall nya kjap,..n its so suprising..................... Cdeh ku tnga pa nok dtulis kat wall ko ya.. :'( ko da grek ka..? mun ada boh lbh2 an aku..ya,.ku mmg dah jtuh an ko,.p..ok.ku diam jk,,xmok tjukkn gilak..coz datz is my rules.. bdo bh aku,.knk mk jtuhkan ai mta pas tnga wall nya..? bduh ko katie! buduh! :'( mun ko ska aku bab muka aku tk, dgn rasminya,.ku xmok ko.. knk haa..? pa ku mk just aty nok setia, n boleh jga aku..bkn owg nok hnya jtuh bab tnga muka aku.. aku xska, honestly.., guys, pliz dont do this to the gurls.. not all of them is cruel as u think.. n i noe, some of guys also like that..not all of them is cruel n playing a fool on gurls.. keep it up guys! gurls also have feeling, feeling that no one know,..some gurls are very sensitive, so, keep watch on it k.. the puriest heart is the key to unlock it.. :') dont cheating on us, orait..??
hmmmm... hv to go now,.wanna take a bath.. bcuk la me..! :') heeee... c u later bloggie... muaxxx!!! thanx..!! off~

Love, Love, Love :)

Morning sweet december.. muax! u come into my life,.n hopefully u will gimme some suprise on this december.. i will be waiting .. :) weeiii, i dont know what to say la my dear,. hapie ,sad, suprise o wat? argh! bingungku.. I missing him ody, naaa...u c,.its ur fault laa.. but i want to be a part of ur life, the one who can takin care of u, as what her love should do.. n u you love, hopefully u can changing me inside n outside,.really need it.. :( hmmmmmm.... im unperfect 4 u.. i just can do what i think is da best 4 this love,im not pretty enough,but surely i can take care of u..n u will nver regret it.. :) dont want la talk bout 'love' again..lets talk bout me.. :)

aiyaaaiiii...,this morning need to wakin up early lor,at 7.30 o'clock..aiyoooo... too early liao.. need to go to work..i will miss my lappy after this..im goin back home at 12 a.m..fuhhhh... so tired la me later,.after this mybe i should off to bed,.need some rest..this week im kinda be very bz n tired.. working in da morning till midnight,.starting from today,tmorow,on friday n saturday... Oh dear,.. =.="

waaaaaaaaaa..!! its 6 a.m oredy!! need to clip now,.or im gonna be late.. bloggie, mybe im gonna meet u again on sunday i guess..okay..? i will miss u!!! muuuuuaaaaaahhhhhsssss..!!! God Bless Me!!! papaiii~ :)

0h my G0d!

Elow bl0ggie.. Hmmmm.. N0t in m0od 2day.. Im at paxen n0w,.b0ring lu..nak balik! Nak balik! :'( hmmm..td ku an kwn kt beach,dh sy0k2,epie2,.then tiba2 ujan,.wat t0 do.. Chaw jak laaa.. N then,ku br prsan time kt paxen tek,gelang kaki ku ilang.. Ptt la len jak asa,. Wuwuwuu... S0meb0dy,pliz buy 0ne 4 me bh.. :p palak ku sakit lu,xtauk phl bh..dhlh xmakan tek,amik bkpz pun x,..slra mk mkn,ilang cmya jak..juz mkn k0k0berry n crisps jak time kt beach tek.. Lapar lu ku tk,p xda slra.. Bia laaa.. Diet jak,mk krgkn brat bdn,.. Mk blit ku,b0ring lu paxen tk.. Bh,chaw l0k bl0ggie ku syg... Mlm lak ku agak ko g k.. Muax! Muax! Muax! Papaii~

Million things On my Mind... n its sucks !!

1stly, im thinking bout my old life..boy..,i miss our long talks, i miss always being together, i miss you being my best friend, n my love.. i miss your laugh and your smile, i miss how much you used to care.. but mostly i just miss you...where are u now..? are u ok..? hmmmm.... still cant 4get u.. theres been 5 month we separated with each other.. weeiii, i miss u , u now... :'( what should i do..?? hmmmmmmmmmm....


2ndly, im thinking bout my parent.. waaaa..,bila lg mau blik nie..? lama mai ba kpg..miss both of u bah,..ouhya.,thanx 4 calling me yesterday mumy.. ku akan jga ksihatan, n mkai kuat2,.dont worry k mumy... :')
later, t dh plai ke umah kitu, kak blaya puas2 an mumy..ehee.. miss ya..


3rdly, i was thinking bout guys,..hmmmmm.. =.=' dont want to think bout it again... lalalalalalalalaaaa~ ( but the truth is im still thinking bout it )


4th,.hmmmmmm...... What will happen to me in future..??????? No answer at all...!!!!!! x(

Lexia - Basements(NEW SONG)

Im so stupid..!!! :'(

i feel so so so so so so so so so damn upset now........ xmok cta pnjg lebar,.. malas... :'(
in da same time ku rindu mk cta an blog aku tk..p so sorry k.. x suma bnda nok blaku lam idup aku pat ku luahkan kat blog... smpan lam aty jak... better 4 me... bloggie, c u next tyme k... :'( papaaiiii................

Mok tdoe g!!!!!!!!!!

moning bloggie dear!! awal ku bgn pagi tk..waaaaa... ( +______+) still mk tdoe baa... p wat to do, ku start kja lak bh..aiyooo...hope kja ya bestla bab ku xpnah2 kja tmpt cmya bh..ateeeiii..anyway, mun bowing xpa juak, bab ZARINA VERYCUTELITIS GURLZ ada an ku kja cya..waaaawww!! kmpom best bh ya lak mun da owg sma plak an aku..ahahahahhaaa,. adoeehh..skit plak ku eyh..xckup tdoe g tk koh.. waaaaaa!! mk tdoe g bhh!!!! X(  hmmmmmm!!!!!!!
dh ckup dh msa tk..better ku logout..hee...ku tk mun mk bciap kna amik msa... : p
kla dear bloggie, mk chaw lok..pastok jarang la ku on9 n meet an ko my bloggie2 sweetie..i will mish u liao..huhuu,.n i will mish my lappy, my pillow, my beddy, my big bear named momo, my b.b , n mostly..i will mish my fon damn much coz eventhough i'll bring it along..., still cannot sama an nya baaa..kna smpan lam loker liao..huhuhh...boringgg... (=.=") aiyooo..td mk logout, xabiz2 jk cta...bh2, c u 2nite dear bloggie, later ku cta blit an ko k..tatatitittuttuuu~ muuuuaaaaahhhhhssss!!!!!!!! :(

Party..!!!

hey my boggie bloggie..ehee.,.miss u so muchh!!muaxx!! :*
ahaa.last day skul ritok..aiyoo..gonna miss my skul loo..p nvm, next year gonna meet u again my f***in skul... weeiii,..got party bh tek..ahahahahaa,..besttt!!!! enjoi it with u ol guys!! on my way to tman awam,,.ku an morris Jawan tek..k mto legend ijo nya nok Bruum2~ yaa...skit tlinga ku morris..ahahahhahaaa,..p ok gak..lma dh x k mto..btw, thanx coz tmpgkn aku..ahahaaa,.zarina pun k mto wak tek..best2..p pnas loo..its ok laa..ukan salu pun nak..:) ehee..tke a few mnutes tok smpai kt tmn awam..adeehhh...lelah2, naik trun tgga.. * i wish tman awam ya lak da ekskalator,amen* waaaa...da juak owg party tek oo..ful tmpt, nsib cgek g tggl..mun x, tpaksa la mek owg wat pool party ..ahahahhaa,.. byk lu mknan n minuman..xpat abizkan..ateeii..part plg best,tyme maen tepung..game ya ya nok plg best n hv fun toll..tetak jk kja eyhh...fuhh..tyme ku mk amik gmbar muka cdaknya pnuh an tepung, cipeetttt!!ku kna tikam an tepung juak ,.ahahahhaa,..mey ren,,..ingt ko oo.. XD p ku puas laa..bab ku pat bls dndam tk..astagaa..biz bjik mta ku msok tepung ya tek..leh wat cucur mata baa..nasib ku pat slmatkan contact lens ku yaa..haizz..bhya2..putih jk bnda nok ku tngaa..ku pk ku dh msuk syurga tek..lol..ahahahhaaa,..byk gilak pkra blaku ritok..p diamkan laaa..xmok gago2.. ku an za tek lit an Mr,Barny n Mr Camcey oo..wat lawak bduh lam kta..tetak,tetak, tetak jk kjaa...ya bok best..:D
Barny n Camcey, where is my.........bla, bla, blaa..well, u both noe maa..kan za kan..ahahhahaaa,..agak blvrd lok tek b4 blit umh..ehee..kat jln luak ya tek..mek owg nmpak accident oo!!live g ya!! babi tol,..kta 4 wheel drive prado..,laju kli nya kat corner yaa..smpey kan keta nya limpas jln mek owg n trus lggar dinding umh owg tepi jln yaa..yabihh..nsib keta nya x limpas time mek owg kat corner ya tek..mun x, papai jk la an torang..dhlh ku ddk tpi blah knan yaa..nasib x mati awal...mnakutkan tol.. anyway, thanx GOD...XD
lam keta mek 2 za non stop ngco cdak 2 monkey yaa..ahahahhaa,..tetak2 jk...bduh eyh...smpe umh..waaaaa...kuat letih liao.. kaki ku pnat g!!! apuuuu..lelak mai aaa... =.=''
ok laaa..chaw lok bloggie skalian yg ku sygi..ehee.. papaaiii~ c ya soon..;p