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I hate myself from that night
I hate myself from that incident which happened not so soon
I hate myself for not being good to guys
I hate myself as I’m a damn
I hate myself why I look so cute
I hate myself why my looks made guys completely mute
I hate myself why I’ve a dashing attitude
I hate myself why I was so rude
I hate myself why my moves made him insane
I hate myself as my image was struck in his brain
I hate myself as I hated him
I hate myself as I did it on the 14th August 07'
I hate myself why he asked me my number
I hate myself what I told him was a big blunder
I hate myself as I told him I don’t give my number to 2nd hand items and whores
I hate myself for this answer worth more than a crore
As on the next day began a new flight
I began to gather information about him from every corner
And what all I got made me blur
I love myself for being so rude
I love myself for not becoming nude
I love myself for my answer
I love myself when I knew an incident which happened 2 years ago
I love myself as I’m away from him, and that time he was on bed with a bitchy
I love myself for my behavior
I love myself because I hate myself more and more every year…


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

This is for you....

Death had established himself in the Red Room, 
the White House having become his natural 
abode: chalk-white facade, pillars like the bones 
of extinct empires, armed men crawling its halls 
or looking down, with suspicion, from its roof; 
its immense luxury, thick carpets, its plush velvet chairs—
all this made Death comfortable, bony as he is, a fact 
you'd barely notice, his camouflage a veil of flesh 
drawn over him, his tailor so adroit, and he so elegant, 
so GQ, almost a dandy, so suited for the tables 
where the crystal, silverware, the swans of ice gleamed 
with the polished purity of light on precious things; 
Death was the guest of honor here, confiding, convivial 
among friends who leaned to light his cigar—his power 
seemed their own, body counts at their command; 
a power beyond even their boy-wet dreams 
was now a custom they feared to lose: each saw 
the world the way a hooded falcon on the fist 
sees it, blind, waiting for the next release; one word 
could bury villages alive, could send 
battalions to an early grave— 
                                          so Death can rest 
assured, smiling at such a harvest—and so 
deliciously unseasonable, like berries in winter. 
Welcome houseguest, he stretches his ancient 
frame, warm under expensive wool, sipping wine, 
picking his teeth with a last bone, 
meat all the sweeter for being 
the lambs of honor, corn-fed and unsuspecting; 
or the children playing in the rubble 
who reach down for a souvenir of steel 
that has fallen from the sky—really, 
Death has seldom had a better season or such 
a winning score; he must see to their protection, 
these little men who think to be his master—
flatter a fool and make him useful, he thinks, 
and smiles, benignly, whitely, at his hosts, 
assuring them of his gratitude, his presence 
at their councils, his everlasting support ... 
until, no longer able to hide 
his triumph, his delight, forgetting the flesh 
he has clothed himself in for the occasion, 
he rubs his hands together 
in the ancient gesture of satisfaction, 
naked bone on bone—how the sound grates, 
how the grateful sparks fly!


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